Too much overthinking and too much sadness are the things that will destroy me.
I sometimes feel that I don’t deserve to be loved.
I sometimes feel that I don’t belong in this world.
I sometimes feel that I don’t exist.
I sometimes feel everything so deeply until I get tired feeling anything.
It was I who overthinks a lot.
It was I who make things very complicated.
It was I and my demons inside my head who makes all these things worst.
Maybe the melancholy I feel is permanently interconnected to my soul.