Too Much

Too much overthinking and too much sadness are the things that will destroy me.



I am still imprisoned by this dark past memories

Created by the monsters inside my head

Playing like a record everyday

Devours all the positivities I have

The pain,

the melancholy,

Are the things that I remember at the end of the day

I Sometimes Feel

I sometimes feel that I don’t deserve to be loved.

I sometimes feel that I don’t belong in this world.

I sometimes feel that I don’t exist.

I sometimes feel everything so deeply until I get tired feeling anything.

It was I who overthinks a lot.

It was I who make things very complicated.

It was I and my demons inside my head who makes all these things worst.